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Heartbroken Songs for an Unrealized Split

by Like a Manatee

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1.
Sickly spiderly shame flows from my fingertips You've got such lovely ruby red glowing lips Be a shame if anything should happen to them Oh my emotions are not alive I've got to go and hide I've got to dig a grave for them so their family can mourn They come in hearses wearing black Oh don't hurt me Oh don't hurt me Oh don't hurt me Says the spider to the web its living in A drop in the bucket of bad timing This mess that defines me But I know you know I understand And I don't believe in bullshit Would you meet me in a bar? Throw your arms out real far Maybe say you've got some flies to feed my impulses I don't want to see the future Oh don't hurt me Oh don't hurt me Oh don't hurt me Shut up spider I've got to go to bed I don't want anybody else I don't want anybody else I don't want anybody else I don't even want myself
2.
I've been up all night Chomping at the bit Trying to be more Like something you'd respect I am not that guy Skinny little shit But I'd give it good Deep within a kiss You went back to him then you ran away with me Why is everything always so confusing? I've been up all night Thinking its a shame That I cannot find Someone else to blame I just need a friend Not that loving glove But I always think please all of the above You went back to him now i don't really blame you I just hate everything I do When I go back to me I find nothing in turn Please give me another journal to burn I've been up all day Trying to waste away Trying to live down This silly sunken shame I am not your pet But I am a dog For lonely little nights And a tender flog I go back to her cause she makes me forget but I wake up with a broken head
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Met a girl that I couldn't explain Thought maybe she'd take the pain But when her arms tripped over flat I knew just how much I had asked Then the distance bore it to part I didn't really give up my heart Only ever gave my loneliness And a lust i couldn't confess No, no more feeling No more thinking about you No, no more feeling No more thinking about you at least not like that Met a girl who couldn't connect I could never get out of my head So I said things in heat I regret But what is regret for? In desperation I tend to string it along Even if we can't get along Telling myself its healthy to break Breaking things most every day No, no more feeling I needed depression like a big black blanket I could sink in Cause it'd always be there for me in the times you couldn't Would I evolve Would I evolve To be something much stronger If I keep telling myself No, no more feeling I'm going to head down to the river I'm going to watch the boats roll by Maybe think about the ways I once wanted To die But not today, not today

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I wrote these about two years ago for a split me and Maggie had planned. They make me a little nervous to share in all honesty so if they disappear in 3 months you know why.

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released October 31, 2019

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Like a Manatee Madison, Wisconsin

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Josh on drums
Dallas on Bass
Grace on Guitar

Ol' Adam on the songwriting and stuff

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