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Trying to Live, Whatever Our Dreams Are

by Like a Manatee

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1.
Trust me when I say the days go too slow But I want them to go as slow as they can All alone I'd be the gingerbread man And you're so glad to be known again Somebody call secret police Somebody call secret societies With all your words you put me at ease I don't have any money but I'll give you something else Maybe a thought for tomorrow We'd try so hard with those pills we swallow Somebody call secret police Somebody call secret societies
2.
I love you now I do Even if I don't know if that's true I wanna be cool for you I wanna be cool too I know all the dumb things about me But I love them anyway I know you hate me Every time you see my dumb face I told you not to worry I told you not to care But its hard not to worry Even if its easy not to care You can pretend this songs about you Even if its truly not You can lie to yourself And be someone you are not Getting rent is like pulling teeth But I'm too poor to live alone Its not very easy But I guess that's the way it goes I told you not to worry I told you not to care But its hard not to worry Even if its real easy not to care
3.
So many things to do But I don't wanna even move Don't wanna leave my room Just wanna stay in bed I don't wanna change my head Don't wanna find solutions Just wanna lay in bed And you say you wanna see me But I'm not even breathing How could you wanna see me? When I'm not even breathing How could you wanna know me? How could you wanna sow me? Up back from the stitches that I am Cause I am king of indecision I'm king of lazy I am king of indecision And I'll drive you crazy Just wanna watch old movies I don't care about the TV I don't wanna see anything I haven't seen a thousand times before I don't wanna go out I don't wanna knock it around I don't wanna knock anything around I don't wanna get up Cause I am king of indecision I'm king of lazy I am king of indecision And I'll drive you crazy I am king of indecision I don't wanna go outside I am king of indecision Scared of what I hold inside
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waste away 02:48
I try to decide to try everyday But it feels like a long shot I just wanna get stoned and goof off Real life is a long shot The longest shot you'll ever know Wish I could go but I must stay Hey hey don't waste away Some days are darker than others I know its hard to be your own father and mother But you made your bed so sleep another day You made your bed so just waste away My imagination provides the ploys That keep me at bay I guess these games are fun I'm doing okay I imagine you love me Because I love you And if you would need me Think of all the things I'd do Hey hey don't waste away Some days are darker than others I know its hard to be your own father and mother But you made your bed so sleep another day away You made your bed so just waste away
6.
its not me 02:51
It really brings me down When you're not around I am talking but I'm talking straight to walls And it really brings me down The way you're not communicating Must be talking to walls too Oh you know its not me Its not my fault you're in fantasy You know, you know its not my fault Its not me Its you its you its you Really brings me down How I'm not around and I'm not up And I'm not focused at all Really brings me down How I seem to need so many people You included You know you know you know its not me Though my feelings are flimsy Shaking off in the wind You know you know you know its not me Its not my ideal fantasy to never talk to you again
7.
Babe I'm trying to get back to you But its a harder thing to do Its hard to take up an action Thinking of a reaction Lots of times I don't know what I'm talking about Lots of times it doesn't even matter You're already out the room Climbed down the ladder Do you remember that present you gave me? A dvd of my favorite movie Do you remember when you used to see me? In that upstairs room above the garage You were the first person I talked to Every morning we'd walk to school Looking back we were like so many others But I couldn't really be bothered You'd say there was a healthy way to do things No one ever really told me that My emotions were a frenzy And I'm sorry you had to deal with that Do you remember when we finally split? You said you were sick of all of it Do you remember weekends I was so depressed? And you'd say "Hey, I'm trying my best" And that really scared me To be a burden on those I love Am I so greedy? Would I eat up all the love? Was I not thinking? Was I too fast to fall away? I think its still my Achilles heel to this day I think I'm gonna let the past be the past Let it all pass Ash is ash, it does its dance But know, please know You were really cool
8.
I wish I were a lake To sit in meditative silence I'm not very brave I think I could relate A lake, don't have to miss you A lake, don't have to feel things that aren't there I wish I were a dog To sit in someone else's arms A dog don't have to worry Or prove who they are I think I'd like to go now Too nervous anyhow Really think that I should go now Can't find my way down I wish I were a bug I could eat the flesh But I'm just a human And I am such a mess But I really like to see ya Grateful every time I meet ya Almost think I could believe ya When you say I love you
9.
sea cow 06:58
Asleep in the sea where I live Its such a beautiful consciousness I promised everyone I'd give them love For Christmas And its such a stupid world but I try To give it my best now I'm trying to look up and eat some grass So tell me how to do this stuff I can't promise that I'd do it even if you could tell me How to do this stuff I'm lazy but at least I'm gentle and that's hard to find with these people I'll buy you food after a shitty shift at Stanton Optical Cause you gave me a great deal on some glasses after I smashed them being stupid at a show where would you like to go? We can go anywhere you'd like to go Or we can go nowhere if you want Things seem fine as they are I just wanna hang around with someone I know and trust I just wanna be in love with someone I know and trust I just wanna find the space for all that I know and trust Responsibility floats over me like a sea Of irritability But I guess I'm doing alright (what a heavy feeling)

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recorded in piecemeal fashion at sleepy mountain

Grace Olson sings on "Love of the Fall, Autumn Changes Things"

Calen Mullenburg plays on "King of Indecision"

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released June 6, 2017

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Like a Manatee Madison, Wisconsin

Now a rock and roll band!

Josh on drums
Dallas on Bass
Grace on Guitar

Ol' Adam on the songwriting and stuff

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